Alls Well Ends Well

Happy New Year, folkssssssssss!!!! Hurhurhur ... okie its "Happy New Year Eve". This is my last post for the year!

What a year it was for me! Plenty of downfalls, depression, brokenness and worries throughtout the year. Somehow I don't feel like ending the year just yet! Because the last month has been simply too good and wonderful for me.

I was asked to reflect on 2004 by a friend. I did. And I realized that 2004 was really a year of downs for me. The year began with my dad collapsing with fits on the 1st day of the year. My family was thrown into a short period of anxiety. Soon after that, my relationship of 6 years with my then steady gf ended. Followed by, another relationship that threw me into great joy but deeper depression. The anguish was torturous and insanely lonely. I was liken to a madman from my actions.

My dad collasped a second time during the middle of the year. It was worse than the initial collapse. My family braced for the worst as my dad layed unconsciousness for 4 hrs. And at that point of time, my career was facing a downturn too. I was lost, depressed and without hope and support. That period of depression slowly opened my eyes and gave me revelation on how I should re-live my life.

I was depressed for a few months. But in Oct, my life took a turn for better as i began stepping out from my depression gradually. An "angel" came into my life and gave me direction and love. I'm really happy now. I feel settled in my life now. All in all, i'm glad that 2004 ended so well for me. I'm a happy man now. All the downfalls were just stepping stones for me to grow up and be a better man.

I wish all my readers a Happy Happy Glorious New Year with lots of love and friendship!!!